Are you alone? Do you love someone who doesn't love you? Does someone love you that you don't love?
Or are you in love???
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I sent myself roses at work today.
I just wanted one holiday to go by without the pity looks from my coworkers and friends. Just because I'm alone doesn't mean I need or want anyone to feel sorry for me. In fact, I never really think about it until these well- meaning people remind me how sad and lonely I must be without a man. Just because you need a man in your life to feel complete doesn't mean everyone does. I'm happy with my life just the way it is right now.
Can I just "ditto" the first post? Well, except for the roses part. Yes, I'm single, but that doesn't mean I'm sad and pining for "the one"... and the only time I get frustrated by my singleness is around this stupid day, because all you see is hearts and flowers and couples. You know what? Even when I had a bf... Vday wasn't some monumental day! I wonder how many people put on a fake "happy couple" act, or buy flowers/candy/cards because they feel they *have* to. Stupid commercial holiday.
Well, I posted a secret here at the turn of the year but now I think I was wrong. I thought I was in love, I now think it was obsession. Love should be healthy and free and make you feel confident in yourself. You managed to grind that out of me - what initially made me walk on air, swept me off my feet, turned me into a pathetic, untrusting, shadow of myself and I will no longer bestow the honour of me loving you upon your selfish, arrogant head.
There's a fourteen year old boy I met on myspace. We hit it off and started talking on aim. Yesterday, he asked e to marry him. I know it's just for the internet, but it really makes me feel loved. I feel happy.
The age difference doesn't even bother me. Four years. He's jailbait! XD
Hmmm...........I just made a sexy video with my lesbian lover for the first time. I'm hoping no one sees it though. I feel like someone is going to find out I have it and play it over and over. What if I become famous and it's used against me? (ha---like I would become famous or something!) But you never know! This was one steamy video after a night of drinking.
If you can recignize it and feel sorry about it, you're not heartless. Everything will be okay, some people just have a hard time crying. Some people cry very easily, we're all different.
I'm 26 & married. He's 18 & single & lives thousands of miles away. He will never know that I wish it was him I was going to crawl into bed next to after this is posted. And he will never know that I still love him. =[
To the person who said "I love her as much today as when i first meet her. And yet i cant talk to her." Not to butt-in, but if you don't at least talk to her to tell her you're going to live with the knowledge you could have said something. And maybe she doesn't know. Who knows, maybe she feels the same about you. Lifes too short to not tell someone how you feel or end up with regrets. And no matter her response at least you won't have it weighing on you.
It took you two years to show your true colors & how pathetic you really are. And it took me just as long to realize I never needed you. You made me miserable. Thats anything but love. Without you in my life I'm finally happy. And when I laugh now? Its with the knowledge that someday someone is going to come along & rip you apart like you tried doing to me =]]. Adieu Brett.
I've liked, almost loved, this girl for three years. I even expressed how I felt and rejected me... two years ago. But she seemed as though she may have even started liking me after that. After much going back and forth, I'm tired of it. I'm over you Angela. You're a drama queen and immature for being how old you are. You freak out about the dumbest interpersonal situations. You're like a high schooler. High school was eight years ago! Get over it! You take pride in people not being able to read you, BUT I can see right through you! You're a nice girl, but not for me. I'm SO glad I'm over you. I'm done!
It's been forever, but I still can't get over you. I really hate the fact that we are good friends. It just makes it harder for me to tell you because if you answer negatively we might not even be friends anymore. How I am forced to look at you every week/tuesday?How you give me hope that there is a chance (like responding with a 'you too!' after my valentine's day text) makes it painful and harder for me to forget you. I hate you, but I have cried so many nights for you and I trust and love you. I hope this will be solved.
im practically in love with a guy who has been in a long relationship with a girl for a year. their all in love and crap. we constantly have those akward eye contacts though and i swear the chemistry is there. the thing is we dont know eachtoher and i have a boyfriend too. i feel like i got a great guy and im still not happy!!! WHAT DO I DO?!!?
Technology truly has become one with our daily lives, and I can say with 99% certainty that we have passed the point of no return in our relationship with technology.
I don't mean this in a bad way, of course! Ethical concerns aside... I just hope that as technology further develops, the possibility of transferring our memories onto a digital medium becomes a true reality. It's one of the things I really wish I could see in my lifetime.
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You don't love me.I hate how you hurt me. Breaking up with me one day and telling me you need me the next. Your just like the rest. I don't hate you because I just can't. You've drained so much energy from me. Thing is I can't tell you in the face.
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26 comments:
I sent myself roses at work today.
I just wanted one holiday to go by without the pity looks from my coworkers and friends. Just because I'm alone doesn't mean I need or want anyone to feel sorry for me. In fact, I never really think about it until these well- meaning people remind me how sad and lonely I must be without a man. Just because you need a man in your life to feel complete doesn't mean everyone does. I'm happy with my life just the way it is right now.
Can I just "ditto" the first post? Well, except for the roses part. Yes, I'm single, but that doesn't mean I'm sad and pining for "the one"... and the only time I get frustrated by my singleness is around this stupid day, because all you see is hearts and flowers and couples. You know what? Even when I had a bf... Vday wasn't some monumental day! I wonder how many people put on a fake "happy couple" act, or buy flowers/candy/cards because they feel they *have* to. Stupid commercial holiday.
I think Nikita likes me.... and I think I like her too! If only I weren't only in this country for a few months, I might do something about that!
Well, I posted a secret here at the turn of the year but now I think I was wrong. I thought I was in love, I now think it was obsession. Love should be healthy and free and make you feel confident in yourself. You managed to grind that out of me - what initially made me walk on air, swept me off my feet, turned me into a pathetic, untrusting, shadow of myself and I will no longer bestow the honour of me loving you upon your selfish, arrogant head.
There's a fourteen year old boy I met on myspace. We hit it off and started talking on aim. Yesterday, he asked e to marry him. I know it's just for the internet, but it really makes me feel loved. I feel happy.
The age difference doesn't even bother me. Four years. He's jailbait! XD
Hmmm...........I just made a sexy video with my lesbian lover for the first time. I'm hoping no one sees it though. I feel like someone is going to find out I have it and play it over and over. What if I become famous and it's used against me? (ha---like I would become famous or something!) But you never know! This was one steamy video after a night of drinking.
I'm getting out of this town this fall!!! And...your not...
I'm getting out of this town this Friday... and I don't feel bad AT ALL about leaving it behind for a LONG time.
I'm incapable of crying, even if I really want to. It's a problem, because I fear that I'm becoming heartless.
I don't want to be heartless.
If you can recignize it and feel sorry about it, you're not heartless. Everything will be okay, some people just have a hard time crying. Some people cry very easily, we're all different.
I'm 26 & married. He's 18 & single & lives thousands of miles away. He will never know that I wish it was him I was going to crawl into bed next to after this is posted. And he will never know that I still love him. =[
He will know if he reads what I showed him. What he does with this knowledge is anyones guess.
I love her as much today as when i first meet her. And yet i cant talk to her.
To the person who said "I love her as much today as when i first meet her. And yet i cant talk to her."
Not to butt-in, but if you don't at least talk to her to tell her you're going to live with the knowledge you could have said something. And maybe she doesn't know. Who knows, maybe she feels the same about you. Lifes too short to not tell someone how you feel or end up with regrets. And no matter her response at least you won't have it weighing on you.
For once in my life, i dont need you anymore. AND IM OK WITH THAT! and ive never been happier
I wish I was as good with people as I am with animals.
It took you two years to show your true colors & how pathetic you really are. And it took me just as long to realize I never needed you. You made me miserable. Thats anything but love. Without you in my life I'm finally happy. And when I laugh now? Its with the knowledge that someday someone is going to come along & rip you apart like you tried doing to me =]]. Adieu Brett.
In exactly 34 minutes, I will send my fiance this text message:
---I've thought about it, and YES. This is what I want! <3---
And the next time I post a secret, I will be counting down the days until our baby is born.
I love her so much, I was going to marry her. she died of cancer 2 weeks ago. This is the only way to let the pain out.
she didnt even know my name.
I've liked, almost loved, this girl for three years. I even expressed how I felt and rejected me... two years ago. But she seemed as though she may have even started liking me after that. After much going back and forth, I'm tired of it. I'm over you Angela. You're a drama queen and immature for being how old you are. You freak out about the dumbest interpersonal situations. You're like a high schooler. High school was eight years ago! Get over it! You take pride in people not being able to read you, BUT I can see right through you! You're a nice girl, but not for me. I'm SO glad I'm over you. I'm done!
It's been forever, but I still can't get over you. I really hate the fact that we are good friends. It just makes it harder for me to tell you because if you answer negatively we might not even be friends anymore. How I am forced to look at you every week/tuesday?How you give me hope that there is a chance (like responding with a 'you too!' after my valentine's day text) makes it painful and harder for me to forget you. I hate you, but I have cried so many nights for you and I trust and love you. I hope this will be solved.
im practically in love with a guy who has been in a long relationship with a girl for a year. their all in love and crap. we constantly have those akward eye contacts though and i swear the chemistry is there. the thing is we dont know eachtoher and i have a boyfriend too. i feel like i got a great guy and im still not happy!!! WHAT DO I DO?!!?
Technology truly has become one with our daily lives, and I can say with 99% certainty that we have passed the point of no return in our relationship with technology.
I don't mean this in a bad way, of course! Ethical concerns aside... I just hope that as technology further develops, the possibility of transferring our memories onto a digital medium becomes a true reality. It's one of the things I really wish I could see in my lifetime.
(Posted on Nintendo DS running [url=http://kwstar88.insanejournal.com/397.html]R4[/url] DS FFBrows)
I love itsofnoconsequence.blogspot.com! Here I always find a lot of helpful information for myself. Thanks you for your work.
Webmaster of http://loveepicentre.com and http://movieszone.eu
Best regards
You don't love me.I hate how you hurt me. Breaking up with me one day and telling me you need me the next. Your just like the rest. I don't hate you because I just can't. You've drained so much energy from me. Thing is I can't tell you in the face.
I'm always alone on Valentine's day but it's OK even though deep down I wished someone would notice me.
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