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Everytime I read a secret about long lost love, I hope that it's about me.
Hey long lost love. Wanna know a real secret? It can be.
i had sex with a friend of mine to get back at him for having sex with another girl
i feel worse instead of better
I am absolutely obsessed with a beautiful rich girl who befriended me this past summer partly because she felt sorry for me. She is so sweet, but she has absolutely no romantic interest in me at all. I'm the archetypal platonic best friend, and it's killing me. Every time she hugs me or puts her arm around me.
I went out of town on business with my boss for three days recently. We are both married, but I sometimes find myself attracted to him. I caught him watching me from across the table once at dinner and felt a connection. I was secretly hoping he would make the move, but he didn't and neither did I. Now I can't stop thinking about him....
I am having to bite my lip not to blurt out that I love him, while I am lying in his arms, while he is lying in mine. When I see his face in the morning, his arms as he stirs the boiling pot, his smile as we lie there afterwards, his shoulder as he throws me over it, his hair as it falls into his eyes.
But the second I say it, we will have to end. Because he doesn't want to be loved.
But I do.
I know he loves me, but I'd love to be skinnier for him. I don't want him to have that girlfriend he finds beautiful only on the inside---I want him to want my outside, as well. I fear that he'll realize one day that I'm self-centered, stupid, and cold-hearted. I've always been told the opposite, but I can't help being afraid that it'll come true and he'll leave me for a better person.
I know I've said that I prefer being single over relationships because they're simpler, and while that's true, I'd rather have YOU over anything else in the world. I want to marry you. I want to wake up in the mornings in your arms. I want us to live together in a nice little house and have kids together. I want to be that housewife, that perfect wife that cooks, cleans, and is physically fit. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I'm absolutely terrified at not having it. I'm scared that if I mess up my relationship with you, I'll never have another this good. I know I can be a pain, but I love you, and I love you for trying. I never want to lose you, and I hope you never stop loving me. Please don't leave me, that's my greatest fear. <3
He used to abuse me, but if he ever wanted me back, I would go...
He's the only time I've felt love...
Does it have to be a secret?
I was curious what results would come about in the course of me writing 1,000 comments. Writing based purly on the merit of individual postings; a key consideration.
The result today is that I have deleted six blogs from my list exchange list so far. I haven't contacted them to provide notification; nor do I intend to do so.
Gonzo Guilt!!
i found out some time ago that one of my very best friends wasnt who i thought she was at all...i met her online and we got close in a short time...i even thought of her as the sister i never had but didnt need once id found her...i sent her an email confronting her...that was a month ago and i still havent receieved a reply nor an apology...i miss her...
To Anon on November 17, 2006, 1:12 PM,
I know the feelings. or, at least I know my feeling. it hurt so bad to stay, but I felt so loved. so needed. so beautiful. and important and everything else. it has taken me a year to realize that it had to feel that good for us to stay. I mean, if it was always shitty we wouldn't have dealt with it, or maybe I mean ignored it. all I can say is that it gets better. Every single day. Every day that you fight and make it out alive is a victory. don't forget that. Be nice to yourself, and sometimes that means being really stern and not allowing any contact at all with him. Because you know that everytime you go back, it only gets worse.
--surviving.
Everyday I wonder if the right one will come by.
I have terribly high standards, and everyone knows that, but sometimes I feel like I'm willing to take the lesser ones just to feel loved till Mr Right finally comes along.
I grimace whenever people talk about masturbation. And everyone thinks I'm proper.
But I do it almost everyday.
I had my life planned out as long as i can remember...
i am almost done acheiving all my goals...
and now i changed my mind.
and
I can't stop thinking about all the guys that got away.
I wonder what would have happened if I hadn't made him promise to only be my friend.
I love my dog more than I love my husband.
I hate to imagine my life without my dog. Yet I think about life without my husband constantly.
I already knew on our honeymoon that it was a mistake. But that isn't a true secret - I already told that to another man.
I feel like my youth was wasted. I am so envious of the young.
Im so pissed off with life cause im working a job that i dont like cause i need to pay the bank and am to afraid to acctually go find another one!!!
And ive got tones of work but just hav no insentive to do it even though in general its not bad work!
And i pissed off with people around me, the majority is so damn unfriendly.
And lastly im pissed of with my self for being too unfriendly and to afraid to acctually be myself and not confronting this problem face on, but just letting it slide into future thats looking bleek. Cause as much as i try fix things they just turned out the same as always, so why try anymore!
I am tired of thinking so much,
But sad cause i dont use my brain much anymore.
This feels so good!!punching these keys to let out a whole lot of oozing muck that is wasting me away!!aaahhh!
You're doing drugs again, aren't you?
I Can tell...I just don't know if I care.
I'm not sure if I want to talk this time. "We" "talked" about That Girl, but I wasn't listening. That's why your words still hang losely in my head, waiting to be heard.
I love you with all my heart, but if you don't love yourself, how can I love you anymore?
Rated from your heart, out of 5 hearts-
me-<3
the drugs--<3<3<3<3
The reason I got so uncomfortable when she said she thought I looked like an octoroon is because I AM, and I thought no one could tell.
I love my friends with every bit of me, because I have no one else to love. I've known most of them since second grade, and the more recent ones are really really good friends. I have a sneaking suspicion that they don't like me anymore. They're constantly talking about fun things to do on weekends around me, but never make any plans. Of course, on Monday, they'll tell me about all the fun they had doing something or other. I was never invited, or course, but I never mention it bothering me. I think they would just be more upset with me if I did. I'd do anything for them, but they probably wouldn't do a whole lot for me. My home life is terrible. I would do anything for an excuse to leave, but I never have one. And yet I remain happy day after day, sunny disposition, laughing it up with my so-called friends, when all I want to do is confront them. Maybe if I pretend not to notice, I'll eventually stop caring.
I hate every girl in the world, apart from myself. It is in every man's best interest to become gay immediately.
I was with a boy I like, his girlfriend, and some friends at a fancy resturant. We were sitting in a booth, and even though there were only 5 of us, it was a tight fit. I was sitting next to his girlfriend, and the guy was on the other side. He put his hand on my knee. I didn't remove it, I just pretended not to notice. He realized I was not his girlfriend and stopped a few minutes later, but it made me feel loved, even though I know he only mistook me for his girlfriend.
To "Loser"...
Please confront them, you could be mistaken. Or, you could be correct and just prolonging the painful "breakup" of friendship. You will meet new friends, I PROMISE. Just ask them:
"Hey, how come you guys don't invite me out, I feel left out". YOu will put the burdon on them to explain their actions, and you will feel EMPOWERED.
As soon as he said that he has sex with her, a part of me died.
I feel so much hate for them both now. I know she's an awesome person and so is he, but I hate them because they love each other and I'm so jelous of that because someone doesn't feel that way for me.
I LOVED HIM!!!! Why can't I find that one special person? I may be young, but FUCK, why does it have to be so hard for someone to love me? I'm always seen a the "little sister" or the "best friend." Can't one person see me an angel? I don't understand...
I want to much to post this were my friends will be able to see it post their own. I know they don't have time to make and send in their own to post secret.
But I know he'll go to it because he likes post secret. And when he sees this page, I'm afraid he'll know which secret is mine. And he might hate me for it. He has hurt me so much and I don't want him to be angry at me anymore because I'm still vulnerable when he's concerned and I don't need him to tear up my heart just when it's starting to mend.
I'm 18 and I picked out some barbies for Christmas. I don't care, I love dolls, barbies included! What makes me laugh though is that not only am I getting barbies for Christmas, a close friend of mine is getting me a vibrator. Wow. Two extremes, huh? XD
when i was little my brother molested me. my secret is that i feel responsible because i didn't fight him, i feel like i participated in it. every time i think about it i feel disgusting.
I became bulimic when I saw you make out with what girl whom you just met at the bar.
Even though my boyfriend think I'm beautiful, I force myself to throw up because I think I'm fat
The only reason that I was mean is because I was scared. Scared that I love you so much more than you love me. The worst part is that I'm not sure if I want you to forgive me or not.
I feel like you turned something nice for the two of us into something fun for the two of you, and punishment for me having to sit there and watch her and watch you watch her, too.
I don't think you're nearly as funny, unique and interesting as everyone else does.
my old best friend is the meanest person i know and i havent told her because its easier to pretend to like her than it is to confront her about the way she is. and it bothers me.
to anon 2:29 PM, November 20, 2006
...im the same way. its been that way for the past 4 years for me.
Julee is marrying someone else, not me. I don't know if I can survive that.
I like my best friend's ex-boyfriend more than his brother...the new boyfriend. and I feel bad..
We were together for over a year, living together with a pet and everything, and he left me because he said he just lost interest after a while. That he was tired of being in one relationship after another and he just wanted to be free. Now I'm stuck in a room that doesn't feel like home, with two best friends that will never know me like he did, and I can't sleep unless I talk to my ex on the phone before going to bed. Tonight, he stopped answering when I called, and it's killing me. My entire stable life is gone in a matter of days, all because he misses being single.
We were together for over a year, living together with a pet and everything, and he left me because he said he just lost interest after a while. That he was tired of being in one relationship after another and he just wanted to be free. Now I'm stuck in a room that doesn't feel like home, with two best friends that will never know me like he did, and I can't sleep unless I talk to my ex on the phone before going to bed. Tonight, he stopped answering when I called, and it's killing me. My entire stable life is gone in a matter of days, all because he misses being single.
i'm mad.
because you had sex.
you're my best friend, boy.
you caved to peer pressure.
you said you were waiting til marriage.
you had morals, and i thought that was so cool, and i respected you.
but mostly i'm mad...
cause it wasn't with me.
i'm applying to 3 universities.
none of which i want to attend.
i'm applying solely for the reason that my friends are.
and i'm going to follow them there instead of going where i want to...
because i am terrified of being alone.
i hate my best friends boyfriend.
she could do way better. he cheated on her in the summer when he lived here, and she was at the party when he cheated. but she forgave him. and now they're in a long distance relationship because he went away to college. and she thinks he's faithful. how can she be so blind?
To
"i'm mad.
because you had sex.
you're my best friend, boy.
you caved to peer pressure.
you said you were waiting til marriage.
you had morals, and i thought that was so cool, and i respected you.
but mostly i'm mad...
cause it wasn't with me."
I'm in the same boat. Though I'm starting to realize that he isn't the one, so I shouldn't give a damn what he does. make me feel better to accept what happened and be so hatefully angry with him that to be upset that he doesn't want me. I hope everything works out with you.
When we were really young, I molested my sister. I didn't know what I was doing at the time, but looking back now I obviously realize that it was wrong. I feel disgusting.
Sometimes I think you may have been my only chance at real love. I'm sorry for treating you like shit. You didn't deserve it at all.
Im scared i will end up alone .. im only 15
i have been hurt so many time's, it just doesnt feel like there is anyone for me anymore.. i don't trust boys, i actally hate them.. everytime i think im getting into a relationship.. i get played or hurt in some way, i don't understand what i ever did .. but it's hard, im a big believer in god, but its hard to believe in something when you give to much to what your believing and never feel like your getting rewarded back with something you would like to have .. i just wish i wasnt alone anymore ..
I had an emotional affair with a man I met online. I was lonely, so I convinced myself I loved him. I broke my love's heart, and moved back to my parent's house. I listened to my family telling me he was wrong, when it was me that was damaged. It took me over three months to crawl back to him. While we were separated, I slept with tons of people without protection, and haven't told him all of it. Or even half of it. I was just looking for attention, to be wanted. I'm greedy, in every sense.
He slept with another woman. And I don't know if I can forgive him for that one person. If he only knew, I think about them having sex almost everytime we do.
We're so damaged. Sometimes I wonder if its because I can't get pregnant. ..(*)..
i got drunk and kissed a guy who is just a friend.he has a girlfriend. i assured him it meant nothing. but it did.
He tells me i'm never satisfied. I fight with him telling him he's wrong to say that. But inside, I think he's right. ..(*)..
i loved a guy that i knew never loved me ofr i thought so.... it has been over for almost 9 months and i still hear is name repeating in my head. i am with another guy now and i can tell him everything. i told him how suicidal i felt and he said that we would pull through it together... i told him i do cry. he said we would cry together. the other guy would at brave and say that a man never cries. that i was pathetic to believe that death was better than life. and for some reason though i have this great guy right in front of me that makes me happy and i make happy..... i still woneder stould i tell the other one i still love him?
i've always kind of wanted to try somthing with another girl
I'm pretty sure my boyfriend doesn't love me anymore, but I'm afraid to talk to him in depth about it because I would die if he left me. He is my first everything; we've been together for almost two years. We always talked happily about a future together, but now he constantly complains that he misses being single. And he told me today that he doubts our relationship. I just told him I'm sorry and I would do anything to make him happy. But I feel worthless, and it's killing me.
I'm best friends with my ex, I moved to another state to be near her and she has a fiance.. and I'm nowhere near over her.. I'm a loser.
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