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About Me
- Becky
- I just changed the blog to private if you want to be added to view it, I will need you to email me from the email address you use for your blogger login. I live in the the countryside of Northern Virginia, with my husband, one doberman named Goliath; and my five kitties, Dixie, Dexter, Holly and Mary and now Larry! I also love to paint and sing, but am not really good at either. I like finding people who enjoy finding happiness in all the small things, much like I try to do. It's the little things that keep us going.
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I do love him. I just don't know how to admit it to anyone...because I have denyed it to everyone.
i hate my mom for making my dad miserable by cheating on him with his brother and divorcing my dad. i am the child of my uncle. i live with my 'dad' and stepmother technically not living with any REAL parents then. but my dad is the best man in the world and i could only be lucky to end up with someone like him. my uncle can rot in hell and i hope my mother suffers.
i have sex with 8 guys and the man i love thinks he is my 5th. i also kissed his best friend on the mouth when he and i were having rough times. the man i love and i have never been together. but he told me he loved me. too bad he has been dating one of my best friends for 3 years.
my mother used to hit my nana when she was still alive. i have never forgiven her for it and i never will. the memory haunts me to this day.
if i had three wishes i would wish for bigger boobs, perfect hair, and a nicer ass.
look what hollywood has done.
i am very skinny. and i absolutely hate it. i hate when people gush over how skinny i am. its like calling a fat person fat. it hurts.
and fyi--I DO EAT.
i have read all the postsecret books and updates every sunday and i am now absolutely terrified of getting married because of it.
i am surprised when people find me attractive.
i love my father more than anyone on this planet. i think even more than Him. im not sure though. but the love definantly comes close and the sad part is, i dont think my dad knows it. ive told him before but i think that he thinks im lying to him to get something from him. thats the most untrue thing. he is my world.
Everytime I said I said I hated you.. I meant the exact OPPOSITE♥
3/4th of the reason I hang out with my friends is becuase I don't wanna seem like a loser in front of him.. I've done this for the longest time, and my friends still don't know :)
Sometimes, I feel like I love my best friend more than my family.. And if you met my family and BFF, you wouldn't blame me.
When I was little, a guy came to work on our house. He then abused me by touching my developing breats. I was scared. He told me not to tell anyone. And I didn't, because I was afraid that he might hurt me or my family.
I told many years later, only because of my friend. She told me to tell.
The police didn't believe my parents when they told them he abused me.
I fear that he's out somewhere, abusing some other little girl. Or, hes looking for me. Maybe both.
I'm afraid that if he finds me, he'll abuse me all over again.
I treat the friend that encouraged me to tell my parents like crap at times.
I'm sorry, Samantha.
The biggest reason why I haven't commited suicide yet is because of this damn computer.
Damn you technology >.<
when I turn 18, me and my friends are gonna go to LA, start a band, and we'll try our best to go to the same collage.
i've planned this ever since I was a kid, and I'm afraid to tell my parents when that day comes.
my parents are dieing to have me go to collage in our hometown.
it still haunts me to this day, and I imagine everyday what its gonna be like when I have to tell them.
i'm sorry, mom and dad. I love you very much, but you always tell me I can do whatever I want in life.
Please accept me when I tell you.
My husband of 13 years can't decide whether or not he wants to stay. I really want to make it work, but if he does leave for good I feel bad for thinking this, but I want him to suffer and realize what a mistake he has made once he realizes he can't come back.
I have a kick-ass job and two degrees. My husband and I have no children and are not planning on having any, ever. I kind of want to be a stay at home wife and do the 1950s thing but I feel like I could never admit it to anyone because it would look like a waste of the time, money, etc it took to get to this point in my career.
i loved you.
then we broke up so we could "grow."
turns out, we "grew" apart.
and i don't miss you. or anything we had.
...i'm sorry jonathan. it's just that i finally let go. i finally see myself for what i am, and you were holding me back from doing all the good in the world.
i wish you the best with your music. you always loved it more than me.
i like my friend and i dont know how to tell her i dont know if she likes me back :(
i tried committing suicide in march...and everyday i wish i had been successful..but im too much of a coward to try again...
i'm also a counsellor at a helpline but i never want anyone else to do what i tried...
J'adore le vive!!!
I still love him. Pretty sure he knows it. I was so broken hearted when he told me that we should see other people that I stabbed myself repeatedly with a mechanical pencil. I love him too much. It's been two months and still trying to get over him. We had gone out for three years. It'll take a while.
i hate my best friend but i still tell her i love her because i want her acceptance as a person. She is completly judgemental and just hearing her say that i look pretty everyday makes me feel better about myself, but in reality, i know she doesn't even mean it. But i can't let her go.
I broke up with him, over a kiss that didnt happen. I broke my own heart and the fact that i broke up with him for nothing has drivin us apart. I still love him, with at least 75% of my heart, and i try to deny it so he will never find out.
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