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About Me
- Becky
- I just changed the blog to private if you want to be added to view it, I will need you to email me from the email address you use for your blogger login. I live in the the countryside of Northern Virginia, with my husband, one doberman named Goliath; and my five kitties, Dixie, Dexter, Holly and Mary and now Larry! I also love to paint and sing, but am not really good at either. I like finding people who enjoy finding happiness in all the small things, much like I try to do. It's the little things that keep us going.
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i hate turkey.
i am supposed to be great and happy and go to school and have high stantards for the people in my life. this is what everyone expects of me. i let go of him after 3 years because everyone else made me feel like he wasn't the one for me because he didn't meet my "standards." i treated him like shit most of the time and it was probably best for him that i dumped him. i broke his heart but always figured he'd be there, because i know he loves me more than anything. now, a year later, i think it was a mistake but he has a new girlfriend and won't answer my calls and wont talk to me. i wonder if these stupid standards are real and what they mean. they just make my life miserable and hold me back, contrary to what everyone else thinks. so, i guess i'll just finish school, marry a doctor and pop out kids because thats what everyone else wants me to do. :/
My mom desperatly wants me to be a nurse, because it makes good money. And, she wants me to go to the Phillipines when I get to collage because its cheaper.
What she doesn't know is that I already made plans to go to collage in California, LA. With my friends, and start a band when I turn 18.
I'm afraid to tell her because I don't wanna dissapoint her.
It hurts me everyday, and I know that when I turn 18, I'll have to tell her.
And it hurts me everyday.
So, I just cherish every moment I have with her, and she doesn't know. Sometimes, I feel like its better that way :-/
life is unfair, just get over it and maybe you'll see what it has to offer...now doesn't that sound like fun?
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