Friday, July 21, 2006
Your Deepest Darkest Secrets are needed!
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You can leave an anonymous secret if you want to. It's up to you, so just let it out!
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I can't believe I'm in love. With my best friend. he won't ever date me or take me seriously... he's going to marry some rich girl and have pretty blonde kids with her. I don't know how I fell in love with him. I spent too much time with him, I guess. I know so much about him... he tells me I'm his only true friend, and I know it's true... I love him so much.
I'm jealous that my sister is having a baby, and I'm not.
Last baby my sister had I felt the same damn way. I am still jealous because she has three little ones now all under the age of five. She got pregnant only a month after she got married. I've been trying for two fucking years now. I keep telling myself, "patience is a virtue...."
I have secret information that proves the Useless Men are actually useful.
Yeah, yeah this is just another post about love.. I am In love with you, I told you I really liked u but I should have said I am completely and entirely in love with you. You say you dont feel the same way, but damnit why do I feel like you might. Now we're back to being good friends, but I want to hold you and kiss you and make love to you so bad. Thus I have to hide the feelings because it hurts like hell thinking about the FACT that I can never have you. So I like the other guy.. hes brown, my mom would murder me if she knew. He got his license... he smells good.. I want to kiss him. I hate me. I hate my mishaped breasts :(... I hate how people tell me im not fat and i am.. i cant even wear a two piece.. seriously i cant.. i dont have a nice body.. I wish I was sexy.. I want to be attractive to you. I want to lose weight so I can have sex. I wish I was sure my best friend is straight, what if she isnt bi, what if she is lesbian? Life sucks.. Im gonna go to sleep and then go to the beach tomorrow. Damn beach.. girls in their damn bikinis.. I want to wear one too. I hate those sluts. I hate HER for being such an easy flirt. I hate any girl he talks to. I hate not being thin. I hate the fact that I will never find what Im looking for. I want to become an actress. I want him to succeed. I love him still. I wish everything would be okay. Please love me D. <3 Please.
I cant believe you made out with him at prom. I was right there... That hurt so bad... I should have been kissing those lips. I hate how life works out.
Yeah, yeah this is just another post about love.. I am In love with you, I told you I really liked u but I should have said I am completely and entirely in love with you. You say you dont feel the same way, but damnit why do I feel like you might. Now we're back to being good friends, but I want to hold you and kiss you and make love to you so bad. Thus I have to hide the feelings because it hurts like hell thinking about the FACT that I can never have you. So I like the other guy.. hes brown, my mom would murder me if she knew. He got his license... he smells good.. I want to kiss him. I hate me. I hate my mishaped breasts :(... I hate how people tell me im not fat and i am.. i cant even wear a two piece.. seriously i cant.. i dont have a nice body.. I wish I was sexy.. I want to be attractive to you. I want to lose weight so I can have sex. I wish I was sure my best friend is straight, what if she isnt bi, what if she is lesbian? Life sucks.. Im gonna go to sleep and then go to the beach tomorrow. Damn beach.. girls in their damn bikinis.. I want to wear one too. I hate those sluts. I hate HER for being such an easy flirt. I hate any girl he talks to. I hate not being thin. I hate the fact that I will never find what Im looking for. I want to become an actress. I want him to succeed. I love him still. I wish everything would be okay. Please love me D. <3 Please.
This is for the comment on hating your mishapen breasts..... I used to have the same problem.
The truth is that none of us have those perfect round breasts, those are all fake. So, only women with fake breasts have "perfect" round breasts.
Try to be proud that you're real and not fake, truth is a lot of guys/girls (whatever the case may be) like the "real breast" look!
It seems every woman and their sister out there are having breast implants, that's why breasts are looking more and more "perfect" around us.
The key to having your breasts look like this is if you really desire it, is to find the right bra. One with a little bit of padding can do the trick.
Implants have to be changed every ten years. You can always throw out and buy a new bra and it won't become a part of you that can cause you cancer for vanity's sake!
I hate that you're a live-in babysitter. I hate that you're friends with her. I hate when you blow me off. I hate that you don't have a real job. I hate that you were raped. I hate that you don't have a vehicle. I hate that you don't have a man. I hate that you can't provide for yourself. I hate that you're overweight. I hate that you're self-concious about it. I hate that you hate your beautiful hair. I hate that you and your mother don't get along. I hate that I'm your only friend. I hate that you're mine.
I want to have a threesome.
I want to fuck every beautiful woman I see.
I chat as a prelim to sex with my girlfriend. How I love having these women develop feelings of what they think is love where they want nothing more than to cum for me. It makes my cock so hard. Then I go and fuck the hell out of my girlfriend. She lives for it and loves it. My cock is getting hard thinking about it now...I'm going to go and fuck her.
I was laughing on the phone the other day with my friend, she was really making me tear up. My daughter and husband were in the room and when I got off of the phone my daughter said,"Mommy, I have never heard you laugh so hard and so much before."
My husband then answered,"Maybe it's because she's not really happy."
And I thought that I was so good at pretending...
I really try hard to be happy. It just doesn't work. My daughter and husband both know. They feel sorry for me. I'm only 34. I'm glad they love me, I sure do love them. I wish I was beautiful. I feel ugly. I used to be a model.
My whole life is an oxymoron.
Sometimes, when I think of people that I don't like, I think about them dying and I don't care. Actually, death is going to happen anyway so what's the big deal?
I miss my best friend so much that it's sometimes hard to get through the day. But even if we were to work things out, she's not who she used to be. I love you so much, I just hope someday soon you'll learn.
My best friends are people I've never met. Some are almost 40 years older than me. I love them. I don't know what I'd do without them.
buteventheyaregettingboredwithme.
I don't know how to ask for help.
I hate my best friend's boyfriend. She could do so much better.
I'm looking at a video of you right now, doing what you do best, yet will never truely be able to claim...being a Marine. You are at church, and you look happy. you told me you were an athiest. Why do you lie to me, and everyone around you? I want you to open up to me, but you never let your guard down enough for me to tell you that...I hope that one day you will realize that i am, and have always been, here for you. I just want you to talk to me, so I can know the real you...Is it bad that i'm somewhat glad that you failed in the Marines, because now you are coming back to be with me and i get another chance? I feel so terrible...<3
You Got Transfered To My Science Class Today. When You Smiled At Me, Your Eyes Sparkled. Yet They Made It Perfectly Clear That We Could Never Be More Than F R I E N D S.
Today When We Sat On My Aunt's Couc, And I Played With Your Hair, I Wanted To Kiss You.
i think you like me
but i won't admit to anyone, barely even myself, that i think that
its the eye contact and the attention that you show me, the best moment was when you were accross the room and our eyes met
i cannot stand my friend for trying to flirt wit you
its like she can't let me have anything
i hate the idea of you getting back together with your ex, she's clingy and pathetic
mostly i just want anyone to care about me someone to make me feel like being 5'4 and 116lbs isn't fat
i have a few...
i love him so much it kills me. he flirts with other girls. he knows i know...he doesn't care. when i flirt with other guys he freaks out.
he thinks i'm bi, i'm not. i hate when he accuses me.
he's seen the scars on my arm. he thinks they're from self mutilation.
...they are.
but i deny the hell out of it.
i feel ashamed when i eat. i feel fat. i'm not fat at all. but i hate to eat cause i have that fear. he jokes that i dont eat on purpose...and i laugh along, because he's right.
he's thinks he knows everything about me but he doesn't. he doesn't know that i was almost raped when i was little. it scarred me. the wierd thing is sometimes i wish it would have happened so i would actually have something to be scarred about.
i think he's using me.
i also think that no one will read this. =/
I read it! I am sorry your life is so difficult right now, been there myself, but maybe this (writing your secrets down) will be a step towards healing. Peace.
I'm in love with ma ex-boyfriend.
I've always been in love with him
since the beginning of grade 8.
I started liking him in grade 5.
We dated for 17 months,
I got scared, and ended it.
Since we broke up, we started having sex.
We keep cheating on pple we are dating just to keep our love alive.
I'm always thinking that he wants to be with me, but we are jsut not suppose to be together at this point and time.
I keep thinking that we will get out time together.
I keep thinking that we will get married.
I'm pretty well convinced.
But I'm really scared that he will stop loving me, if he hasn't already.
And that I'm being completely foolish thinking the way I do.
Maybe I'm not the one for him,
but I believe with ALL ma heart, every single matter that makes up ma body that he is the one for me.
I'm scared that I'm wasting all this time or something that was never really ment to be in the first place.
CAN YOUR FIRST LOVE REALLY BE YOUR LAST?
I'm scared.
I just,
don't want to be empty anymore,
and ever since he left,
I've been empty.
I jsut want him,
to show up at ma door step with roses,
just like he use to do.
After my mom abusing me, my dad dying, my best friend killing himself, and the only person I ever loved raping me...All I have to show for it is a fake smile, being anorexic, being emotionally addicted to marijuana, and advice. All I ever do anymore is give people advice...really good advice. And it always helps them....It always helps them because all I do is tell them the opposite of what I did my entire life. I feel like such a fuck up. And I want the world to know my story, even if I am only 15. I want someone to talk to. I still love the guy that raped me. I was at his house last week smoking pot with him. I kissed him, but he didn't kiss back. He just shook his head and said he couldn't. I wish I could change everything so that my heart doesn't ache anymore. Someone please help me.
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